|  | Williams DiaryBrown UniversityApril 1999 | 
           
            |  | I rented a car to drive to Providence. I thought that a couple 
                of sleepless days spent grinding my soul against the sandpaper 
                of the open highway would set the proper psychic ambiance for 
                the Unknowns stay at Brown University. Renting a car also made 
                it possible to fill the trunk with all the good booze Dirk had 
                generously obtained. I would have written a blues song or something 
                about the rental car but I was busy driving fiendishly, trying 
                to finish the drive in 24 hours so that I might only have to pay 
                for one day of rental. I wrote the title of a song in a cheap 
                hotel room near Columbus where I passed out fully clothed in a 
                cold double bed for three hours. My first morning at the Inn at Brown, I was already feeling as 
                though I had been teaching there for decades... | 
           
            |  | Here are the sketches I made of the other hypertext artists at 
                the performance.  I was new to the movement, and did not discover until later that 
                Michael Joyce (no relation) was a towering modernist juggernaut, 
                having written Afternoon: A Story, the Iliad of 
                hypertext novels.  | 
           
            |  | Heres Deena Larsen reading from Ferris Wheel. 
              Shes incredible. She writes, like, a hypertext a week. | 
           
            |  | In an interview prior to the conference, Coover said that this 
                hypertext performance would be very high-flying, very circusy. Its confusing when a writer a generation older than you
                calls  your writing a throwback to the golden age of a writers movement
                 that happened after you were born. | 
           
            |  | I guess it means that the movement is aging faster 
              than its writers. | 
           
            |  | Now, its not in any way a reflection upon the lovable Bill Bly 
                that I had to pee right then.  Its more a reflection on the swell time we had at the
                Brown  Graduate Center bar before the performance. Dirk bought
                Marc Canter 
                a Jamesons, because Marc Canter was on a starch-free diet and
                 couldnt have beer. Its all part of the special magic
                 of the  conference that Dirk was buying expensive liquor for
                 a guy who 
                probably could have paid off Dirks student loans no prob.  | 
           
            |  | Lets face it: I was jealous. Jealous of all those writers who 
                had managed to secure a reputation for themselves in the small, 
                academic world of electronic literature.  My jealousy made me demanding of them. I wanted them to speak 
                directly and with great clarity, as befits the founders of a great 
                literature.  But great literature is often not about clarity. | 
           
            |  | Jealous...   Bitter even...   But there were a few moments of bold, striking honesty. | 
           
            |  | Cathy Marshal gave my favorite presentation.       Scott got our URL in the New York Times.     | 
           
            |  | Here is a glimpse at what the Unknown were whispering 
              to each other in the back row. | 
           
            |  | Dirks in purple. | 
           
            |  | Mark Bernstein is a wonderful man who has helped hypertext writers 
                become consolidated, find an audience, and even make a little 
                cake. | 
           
            |  | This is a very poor sketch of Michael Miller. Sorry Mike.  I had a great time cracking jokes with him about Word I for DOS, 
                explaining my theory that outdated software was actually classy, 
                vintage software, like having a really cool old car or lounge 
                music on vinyl. He didnt believe me. He put his hand on my arm 
                and said:  William: old software will never be hip. | 
           
            | There was some discussion of love during the technologists presentations
              the second day. | 
           
            |  | We were well-received. Spoiled, even. | 
           
            | But the life was taking its toll. | 
           
            |  | And we paid that toll happily.   | 
           
            |  | And wrote about it the whole time. | 
           
            |  | We love you, Brown! On to New Hampshire...  and Vermont... |